I feel very tired. I do not want to go to school. I thought before I go to sleep as it is an island. But the further I gladly slept.
You see those clouds? This is the view from my room at 6.40. Cloud cover is huge! And on top of the wind! Oh no. I am Aug. ask WHERE IS THE SNOW? After all, it is January, it should be white, the front of my house should be a snowman!

How to body depression look like?

But I can't sleep, I feel cold. My stomach hurts. And now the wind blows. The sky is black and cloudy.

My stomach is hurting my belly, the wind is pushing on my belly and my stomach feels like the inside of a furnace.

My mind is full of the feeling of burning, and I do not know what will come of it. I know that I will die, but I do not know what to do. The wind is blowing, but at the same time, I feel cold.

My body is not doing any good at all.

My face is burning and the pain is burning. And now I hear the air is boiling and that it hurts me, I do not know what that means. And then something strange happens.

This time the sky is clear. It feels like it is winter outside. And I am standing next to my window and the snow. I feel cold in my legs. My stomach is burning and I feel the pain. I can't stop.

The air is warm and there is snow on my face and I know my pain is unbearable. I try to think where this pain must come from but all in a split second I feel it: my stomach is hurting me and my legs are burning.

Oh what a pain! And now the wind blows. Again and again and yet again. The clouds are black and now they are white. And now the snow is dark and thick and there is nothing.

But I do not stop now. I want to get away from this cold. I do not know what else to do, I feel myself burning.

I do not know what will happen next.

I need a little more time to get my mind together.

The sun is shining, the snow is white.

The wind is blowing and now the snow is white. And I see a man. The sun is shining, and the snow is white.

And then the wind blows.

I feel cold and I woke up but I am not sure I was asleep.

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